Refreshing my soul

I feel so tired nowadays and you know, life gets rough so the initial excitement from everything is now falling down a steep hill pretty fast...
Now is the time for me to refresh my soul and remind myself of my life's purpose and my dreams again..

"O Allah, I need your help to be a better Muslim, I know I make it hard on myself & don't try as hard as I should but please don't give up on me."

"We don't obey Allah yet we wonder why our prayers are not being answered."