super depressed

ever since that stupid biawak singgah ke rumah (and i do literally mean a biawak), my mind/heart/brain/sense/movements/muscle are functioning wrongly! like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. what is it im missing? biawak ni sign of bad luck or bad future kah?
PFFT.

im updating pasal kyuhyun suruh (heheheh) and i'll do anything my koibito (lover) asks me to~ ahaha!

kron: cemana eja philippines?
mariam: double p. philip-pi-nes.
kron: ah? APA? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
mariam: AAHAHAHAHAHA
nadz: HAHAHAHAHAHA!
kron: AHAHAHA LAIN BUNYINYA KO CAKAP CEMATU!

try it ;) if you get the right pronounciation, the result would be a very dirrrrrrty word. (x

anyway. tadi aku sama mariam main monopoly. note: double means both dice gets the same digit.
kron: wow double! WAHA! LUCKY!
*throws dice again*
kron: rugged eh, ANOTHER DOUBLE!
mariam: kalau double tiga kali, masuk penjara.
kron: apa eh! *case jealous kali*
mariam: astagah! banar!
kron: *reads rules* ah awu ah. darn. no double after this.
*throws dice*
kron: AAARRRHHHHH DOUBLE?!?!!?!
mariam: ahaha! teruk ah ko. at least aku double sekali saja. ani ko double, inda pandai beranti.

so i paid 500k to get out of jail and threw the dice again.
kron: WHAT? DOUBLE MASIH!

handal ku tu ah, double four times in a row :O never happened to me before.
so. ticktockticktock
anime endings sucks! exception naruto, but that hasnt ended yet. law of ueki had a good ending, ouran did too, lovely complex pun but others right now .. not so good. suck suck suck! IM SO UPSET OVER THIS.

oh by the waaaaaaaaaaay i finished learning hiragana, first set of japanese writing and its so aweshummmm cause i can read it. sayangnya, i still have a long way to go. and school isnt really helping me..........

はなひ゛
i was gonna write something longer but couldnt think of a sentence and im not really pro so to avoid any misunderstanding (just in case if a a japanese came across this blog post), i'll just post one WORD.

so the above says "hanabi" which means fireworks. yes, you know that msn nick, fireworks, thats been stuck with me for months? ah. yes.
that, i got that from a japanese song which i really, really like. translations nya is my FAV <3 i wonder if i blogged about it? i forgot..

just a short take on the story of the song (from my point of view - the way i see it):

the lover of the lover (a-pa-kan) died and the girl was sad and all but she's sure if its true love, and is strong, they will reunite one day. their love will protect them (:

WAAAAAH I KEEP FALLING FOR THIS SONG, e-ve-ry-time.